And I’ve got to be completely honest. I didn’t know I missed you as much as I really, honestly do. You were seriously amazing. Why did you have to change? Why did we have to change? I wish that everything between us would have worked out for the best. But everything happens for a reason, right? I hope so. I still don’t know the reason for what happened between us, but I’m guessing it’s probably because we both had a lot of room to grow up. Every time we talk, it still feels like we’re those same two people in high school. Like nothing has changed between us. Everything is there. The chemistry. The fire. The stars. And when we touch, it’s a feeling I can’t even begin to explain. It’s amazing, though. I don’t understand time or why things happen the way they do. I never will. Even though the relationship part between us didn’t work out, I wish we could have remained best friends over the years like we were before. I’d give anything I have to go back to being able to talk to you until 5 in the morning, everyday. I’d give anything to go back to when it was you chasing me and not the opposite way around. I wish we could work through every single problem that has ever kept us apart. I wish we could push the past back into the past and start fresh with the two totally new people that we are. A girl can dream, can’t she? I wish your feelings would have never changed. I wish those nights of yelling never happened and I wish those words never came out of your mouth. Sometimes I even wish I had never fallen for you. I sometimes dream of the life before “us” when it was just two best friends hanging out, talking. That’s what I miss most. I miss the best friend I used to have. Even though, I’m still freaking, unexplainably crazy about you, I miss the friend I used to have in you more than I’ve ever missed anything in my entire life. I miss being able to call you whenever I felt like to just talk about life and the unimportance of silly things. I miss that summer when you were at your basic training and we wrote each other like crazy because we couldn’t stand being apart. I miss everything, to be completely honest. Why did life have to get complicated and make us change everything. Life just gets in the way of fun sometimes..

“I can’t believe that I still want you & after all we’ve been through, I miss everything about you.” - Colbie Caillat —- Couldn’t have said it better myself.